ktbug15's Blog

I am the happiest girl right now! I found an amazing man who loves me for me! He enjoys spending time with my daughter and understands that I cant do as much anymore without her. He is very understanding and considerate. He is absolutely amazing! I dont know what I would do if I lost him. He is just so great! 

Other than that. . Classes are going alright and just gettin by little by little.

Lookin for a new vehicle too which is gettin kinda hard cuz I am quite picky lol. Hopefully something will catch my attention soon. Just waitin for the right one.

But gotta get off for now. ttyl

Tomorro is going to be a GRAND day. My daughter and I are going to be going to my little brothers school for Friends day.  He was too cute today asking me to go as his Friend he actually made me feel special.  I never really thought he considered me more than a sister. He was so excited asking me to go with him.  So I didnt want to let him down so of course I agreed.

I also have to go and register for classes tomorrow for the new semester. I am ready to start new ones the one I am taking as of right now is a Computer class and it pretty much stinks. But I guess its good for the long run.

Theres a few other simple errands I need to run too, but nothing thats gonna take too long.

Other than that its a full but not to full that I cant stop for a breather. It will all in all be a wonderful day! 

Good night everyone

. . . I dont even know where to begin. It feels like somedays just need to end faster than others. I hate these days. Like today for example no matter what I do for anyone it seems like its never enough. Well at least thats how they make me feel.

Today has been rather stressful yet I am still calm and collect.  I have been deciding on what to do with my life or at least at this moment in my life. I have a 1 year old daughter whom I want to stay at home with until she is going to school. But on the other hand I also need a job, and I am attending college.  I know what you all are going to say and that is that to support my daughter I need to get a full time job but thats not at all what I want. I believe that being there for my daughters every firsts are more important.  So this is what I decided to do. . My ex (my daughters dad) is going to be with her on Tuesday and Thursday evenings till the next morning at 7. Then everyother Friday. So I applied to places to work those nights from 10 till 7 in the morning doing whatever needs to be done to make a little extra dough and of course work weekends when my mom is not working to babysit her. This will also work with schooling because the nights I take class are on Tuesday and Thursdays to till 7. So then from there I can go to work and pick my daughter up early the next morning.  But then there is a tiny factor. . Sleep. We all need it but hopefully the work I would be doing wouldnt be so intense that it wears me completely out. And at the moment she takes about 3 hour naps in the afternoon where I could sleep with her. That would be a help. I hope everything works out for the meantime with this schedule. I am sure I am tough enough to make it work. Or at least I hope it will!!